hello 2012! :)

Bismillah, may peace be upon you readers :)

Hello all and welcome 2012, though 2 months had passed by gracefully. Wow, it has been almost 2 years since my last post here on this blog. Various failures and successes that I have been through all this while but sadly I could barely remember all of them since I did not record them all. I no longer write what I used to write on this blog, spilling off everything that I experienced.

Out of the blue, I came back to visit this old dusty blog and I read back my old posts. I realize that I miss writing, I miss my old memories and I miss blogging. It's amazing how reading back your old posts could make you miss your previous life, how it differs from presence.

Hence, with His wills, I will try to update more often during my leisure time and let's share some interesting stories for us to learn from one and another.

So, have a great day readers and may peace be upon you :)

life

life is beautiful, perfectly beautiful. but what lies within everything that has occurred is love. if you love your life, then you're living a great life with no regrets. but if it turned out to be the other way around, then you're just in the process of dying. so cherish every single seconds of your life. clearly, love has a broad scope which no one could ever define it precisely. every single day, we would learn something new. every single day, our surroundings are changing with the trees starting to bloom magnificently and varying circumstances that we would indulge in or suffer with. so open our eyes widely to view and experience such changes. life is about learning. every second counts because time machine clearly does not exist. we are all related to each other to create a perfect summation of life. when you're thinking that you're so independent that you don't need anyone in your life, that's simply wrong because come to think of it, who is the person who raise you up, who gives you education, most importantly who gives you birth that you come to alive here in this world? we are all dependent to each other. if there's no farmer, how does the president of United States would survive living without eating till now? don't be ignorant because one day, those people who you think are worthless now might be the one you would be begging for sympathy plus with your legs crouching on the floor. we are all together. friends. family. and every human is imperfect. everyone makes mistakes. even the slightest mistake that we made would ended up our friendship. however, we just have to remember that nobody is perfect. so just learn to forgive and forget so that you won't live in utter resentment while holding any grudge within you that you could never move on forward. past remains the past. past has created what we are now. memories and experiences. that's just it. nothing more or less. so just move on. you are what you are now. what matters is today, the journey ahead of you is waiting for you to color them all up with all the wonderful experiences you've acquired so far. not for you to mess them with all day cries and regrets. stop living in the past because it's simply worthless. you just know you can do better. enjoy every seconds of your life. wake up with a bright smile every morning and hope for the best because you just know that you'll learn something new that day. every knowledge is priceless. and the purpose of you living in this life, knowing everything perfectly is for you to share it. why would you keep it to yourself and end up dying without having to share any single knowledge of yours with anyone? it would be a total waste, wouldn't it? because giving knowledge to someone will indeed gives you eternal promising rewards ;) so start sharing and help those in needs. other than that, sometimes when you think you're matured, you just don't have to tell others because they will judge you. you just have to be yourself, the unique you unless of course if your behaviors are just too faulty and offensive, then you just know that you have to change towards a better person. we are all learning. maturity isn't all about how you think and behave, it's about what you've learned so far and how do you make full use of your past. learn and move on. forgive and forget. live with a happy heart. treat everyone with respect. love people around you. appreciate changes of your surroundings. learn from the past and today.

p:s ok. i don't know what craps have i wrote here. i just feel like writing. haha. da lama gle xmenulis. so that's the end of it. ;)) just ignore all the grammatical errors coz it's a spontaneous post. mls da nk edit. nwy, post ni xda kena mgena dgn spe2 eh. so xyh la slh fhm n strt buat hasty assumptions sendiri. thank you ;)) and sorry klu ada buat salah ape-ape to any of you readers. ;))

I almost flunk my midterms ;((

Yes, flunk.

Well, it was all my fault after all.

My own dreadful consequences for not going to the discussion classes and lectures.

For not understanding the theorems well enough.

For overly anxious and taking things for granted.

For taking everything with ease and expecting the sun to light my sorrow in the middle of the night.

Oh how I wish I could leap back to the past to mend my mistakes.

Yet there's no point to cry over spilled milk.

I know I can do better.

My heart is broken, like a fragile and vulnerable glass.

My mind keeps wandering around, reflecting to blame myself for not doing my best.

Past remains the past.

What matters is the future ahead of me.

Please keep moving forward ;)

“Behind every successful man there's a lot of unsuccessful years.”

- Bob Brown

I shouldn't dwell about it, but to think of it as a blessing in disguise.

Please do better.

“Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall.”
-Confucius

Let's stand up.

p:s just a reminder for myself.

Hijau

green light! green light!

looking forward ;)