bcoz we care ;)

we burst into laughter practically everyday ..
yet, certain ppl burst into tears everyday..

we are free to walk anywhere we like with a truly happy heart..
yet, certain ppl have to hide and stay in their houses with a terrifying heart..

we can eat lavishly,any cuisines that we prefer..
yet, certain ppl don't even have a single choice n have to endure starvation..

every night, we always sleep like a sleeping beauty..
yet, certain ppl try hard to stay awake to protect their family..

we always learn new beneficial things in schools..
yet, certain ppl can only dream of having education..

we are truly lucky to be Malaysians, a country with peace and tranquility..
yet, certain ppl in dif country have to endure war eventhough they are innocent..!

marilah kita sama2 berdoa utk saudara2 kita di Palestin..

semoga penderitaan mereka bakal berakhir dgn kejayaan di pihak Islam..

kanak2 dan wanita dibunuh dgn kejam..

negara mereka tidak membangun..

hidup mereka bagaikan seorang pelarian di negara sendiri..

what if we were them?

http://www.palestinkini.info/

let's pray for them.. ;) easy,yet meaningful..bcoz we care.. ;)

p:s..web tu dr kwn sy..tgk la ;)

a great welcome to the year 2009..

hello 2009 and goodbye 2008 :D

a new year, with a better hope..
quick glimpse of my 2008

--TRIUMPH--
--hooray!!--

--beam from ear to ear--

-->got my P :DD finally,i can drive!yuhuu~

-->good SPM results

-->my parents were extremely happy :D and i'm happy to make them happy :D

-->laptop from my mum..thanks!

-->new hp from my dad..thanks!

-->had wonderful family trips to shenzhen,bandung and jakarta

-->secure MARA scholarship

-->received $$$ from the military company etc. :D superb r!

-->great education in INTEC

-->new friends :D

-->love HACC and FA-C TEAM

-->berjaya smpai ke puncak gng nuang!bes gler :D evnthough agak tempang pastuh..

-->best new haccer is tombak..huhu..unbelievable..

-->me and my housemates berjaya buat open house bsr2an..25+ visitors..korang mmg cool lah!

-->passed 3.0 gpa

-->passed TOEFL

-->passed SAT

...alhamdulillah,syuqran for everything ya Allah :D ...

--FAILURE--

--boo!!--

--sour-faced all around--

-->failed my JPJ test for 2x
-->quarreled with the one i love the most

-->squandered my precious time
-->no longer learning silat cekak hanafi..sori seniors..

-->stressed with the hectic schedule, exams, wordlists and various activies

-->miss my previous school ,besties and peers

-->spe nk tau ak dpt 2.07 je for midsem??adess..mcm ape jerr..

-->hp nokia 5300 kesygn rosak sbb mandi hujan time hiking di gunung nuang

-->laptop punye wifi rosak

-->almost flunk precal..am i ready to take cal??hish..

-->essays xsiap lg..adess..hangat2 tahi ayam btul rr..

-->lost my 1G memory card..xsmpt gne lsg ;( spe curi hah?? ;p
-->lazybone!malas gle nk bersenam!haiyaa..

-->ohh iman ;((

-->sleep too frequent, woke up late and i would be the last girl to enter jackson every morning..!!sorry dearest lecturers,i've repented!

2009 resolutions!

-->tingkatkan amalan..kurangkan dosa..insyaAllah

-->3.3+ cgpa please

-->say NO to procrastination!

-->jog at least once a week ;p

-->bergayut puas2 (bkn on phone la)

-->eat well-balanced diet food and drink healthy beverages

-->jimat $$$..elakkan pembaziran!

-->make my parents happy

-->study smart and hard as well

-->improve SAT marks this jan plse3!

-->pampered myself with something nice whenever i'm happy with my achievemnts and vice versa lah

-->tgktkan lah self-esteem

-->down-to-earth..

-->improve english

-->berkawanlah dgn rakan2 br and senyum sokmo :D

-->main masak2

-->rajin2 kn lah dri bc newpapers..

-->be a responsible HACCer

-->hello USA! ;)

..insyaAllah..i'll try my best!..

friends,
hold me whenever i fall

encourage me whenever i'm giving up

correct me whenever i'm wrong

advice me whenever i'm falling apart at the seams

millions of thank you and i really hope that all of us can fulfill our dreams and eventually succeed!..insyaAllah..let's work for it! :D

GOOD LUCK!

salam maal hijrah =)

may this new year brings happiness to all of us.have a splendid and blissful 1430H.hope that this year is way better than the previous years. mari berhijrah towards a better person! :D

p:s sorry for the late post. not in the mood.currently, i'm ill.vomit everytime i eat.headache.stomachache.sleep as much as a baby does.

i'll update later

c u soon.

!!a-10-tion e-berry-1!!

i'm away

for few days

i won't be able to update my blog =( sob3

take care

till we meet again

p:s jgn rindu aku lbey2 tau..muahaha! :D

so long, farewell friends..xoxo

memasak masakan yg boleh dimasak :D

ok. due to my uncontrollable depression last night, i google for almost everything that popped into my mind. at first, i google for online games. then, girls games. nevertheless, none can be played. the internet was as slow as a snail. i got fed up.so, i google for calculus.haha. just wanna have a glimpse of it. then, i google for car shifting. later on, i google for news etc. finally when it was almost 4am, i google for belajar memasak :D haha..so friends, let's learn on how to cook. just in case you guys are going abroad and maybe you guys will desperately be craving for malay foods or it's difficult to search for halal food over there and whatsoever.. it's pretty like prerequisite. you guys wouldn't want to eat fishes for the rest of the years,would you?huhu..jom belajar memasak.maybe some of you are a good cook.please do me a favour and teach me someday. :D

hehe..btw, i'm a really bad cook.so, to cik nurul adibah,and the rest of my housemates, nxt semester we're going to cook loads of delicious meals. haha..klu cik sudi ajar sy masak, sy sgt lah b'bsr hati :D huhu..

so friends, have a glance on this website.it's pretty cool.got thousands of recipes with various categories and most of them are malay food. cooking will be a lot easier :D

www.myresipe.com

mari memasak!

taggggggggggggg ;p

ohh tidak!!i've been tagged by nero haryaman..haha ;p aku kesian kt ko..so,aku tulis lah jgk kt post aku nih kn..hehe ;p

1) Take a recent picture of yourself or take your picture of yourself right now

2) dont change your clothes, dont fix your hair..just take a picture

3) paste the picture with no editing4

4) post these instructions with your picture

5) tag 5 people to do this

hahahaha..ske ati aku la nk ltk pic ape..gmbr sume dlm pndrve..mls nk amek ;p gmbr nih pun recent gak.. :D papepun,gmbr nih semart..

ppl i wish to tag:
alaaa..mcm da rmai jer yg da wt menda nih..ak main tag je r eh..
hurm...
1)zafree
2)farah syakirah
3)zaki n wani =)
4)bdk2 jckson fall 08..klu korg rajen wt r..huhu..thnks..klu xnk pun xpe..tiada pksaan =)
5)siapa2 yg bc blog aku..aku tag korg sume..:D haha..tp klu xnk wt pun xpe..tiada pksaan =)
huhu..thnks ye sume!

twilight :DD

edward cullen is so damn

hot!!

handsome!!

kind!!

gorgeous!!

romantic!!

protective!!

understanding!!

utterly one of a kind!! :D

edward cullen makes all the guys lost their charms.. ;p

yahoo messenger!

yeay!!finally,sy dah ada ym!!fuhh~ setelah sebulan lebih aku sengsara, hidup tanpa ym..setelah beratus-ratus ym n mcm2 jenis ym aku try download dgn penuh kesabaran, setelah byk gle error yg tetap aku terima..akhirnya hari ini aku berjaya mendownload!sukses2.. :DDD gembira gler~ n i love the color!!cool sehh~ wrna maroon..sy gembira!!bubye e buddy..i dun need u anymore ;p bubye web.im..!! bubye segala web~ n welcome home my new ym!! :DD

jom rr ym!! ;p

triumphant

yeay..finally, i'm done reading up 'ties the knot' novel ^applause^ only after 4days of struggling, days and nights ^yeah,i'm a slow-reader,though^ ..huhu..the great feeling of anticipation overwhelming me right now! :D a very happy ending, indeed!

new terms that i learnt :

1)maid of honour- a young woman or girl who is not married and who is the main bridesmaid at the wedding
2)matron of honour-a married woman who is the most important bridesmaid at the wedding
3)best man-a male friend or relative of the bridegroom at a wedding, who helps him during the wedding ceremony
3)pageboy-a small boy who helps or follows a bride during a marriage ceremony
5)bridesmaid-a young woman or girl who helps a bride before and during the marrigae ceremony

haha..i guess my sacrificial days gonna start from today onwards..

berusaha!!

berusaha!!

berusaha!!

i'm in utter berwilderment now..dunno which one i should start with..byk sgt option ler..oh well,maybe i should just begin with my personal statement essay!paramount importance of all essays,mungkin.. so, it's time for self-appraisal! :D haha~

my discreet checklist..

1)self-statement essay~ done!! :D yahoo~

2)wisconsin-madison essay~ nil

3)purdue essay~ nil

4)penn state essay~ nil

maybe it'll took me around a couple of weeks max..i'll try my best! and so do you friends..have fun writing up those essays! :p jom buat esei wehh!!!!

boredom

haha..now,i'm drowning in the ocean of boredom.it's 4am and this morning, am going to genting if the weather is good.. have to wake up early or to make it simpler,maybe i'm not gonna sleep at all..haha..all of sudden my parents are soo damn semangat because they wanted to bring my mak long jln2 since she's living with us now for few days..frankly,i don't even know what to type here..hurm..let me think..just now, i attended two wedding ceremonies and currently i'm reading 'ties the knot' novel which is about hilarious becky bloomwood is getting married with successful luke brandon..haha..isn't that sweet? hehe..even just now i chat with a friend and we talk a lil things about marriage..and yeah, whenever my dad drove along the road to go to the wedding ceremonies, i would occasionally saw all the marquee stood still and there were loads of them! gosh, sooo many ppl are getting married today! hope their love and affection will bloom in their hearts forever till end..huhu..i wonder when will i be having my 'big day'..haha..gibberish.. off-track ok..

btw, i haven't worked on my essays yet..not even a single word!gosh..i guess it's just that my heart is soo not into those yet..i'm sure you guys have done with them already..fortunately, my essays gonna be just 3essays,maybe..come to the end, my sacrificial days gonna start from this becoming tuesday onwards..there's not much time left to do those..next year gonna be such a weary semester and this christmas holiday i'm going to Indonesia again,insyaAllah for few days..jd mak indon dah nih ;p and the remaining days i'll spend those times with my lovely friends..wanna hangout together and have fun :D btw,sorry for the craps ,nonsenses and all..gdnyte ;)

so, selamat membuat esei, semua :D

jualan mega sale

confessions of a shopaholic..too good to pass up..hehs~ the hilarious 'must-have' bestsellers..

dearest friends,

jualan hebat..haha..sape nk beli buku nih for just rm25??if you would like to purchase, just leave some comments..haha...frankly, i haven't read a single page yet..and seriously, this book is as good as new..cantek lg okeh..masih br and ak xsentuh pun..ade dlm plastik lg..haha..i bought it much more expensive.. tp jual for just rm25..xley dpt kat mne2 bookshop weihh ;) actually, aku jual sbb ak t'slh beli laa..ak da bc da buku nih..adoi..evry cloud has a silver lining..so,i came out with this idea..tp seriously,buku nih hilarious gle..mmg bes rr..ak ske gle..rugi weih xbc..haha..ak da bc buku nih..tp cover die lainn la..corak lain,wrna lain,tajuk die pun lain..hampeh jerr..adoi..t'tpu..sb arituh nk cpt sgt..xsmpt nk bc summary..lgpun,summary die pun lain..cm siot jerr..ade skit je r persamaan..huhu..ak main pick je buku nih sb cover die mnarik rr..wrna pink n corak lawa weihh..tajuk serius smart..huhu..btw,frankly, buku nih mmg bes gle..hilang stress asek gelak jerr..this is a book that u would nvr lie your hnd off..so, bli laaa..klu xnk bli xpe laa =( ak ade idea lain cmne nk mlesapkn buku nih..^^ huhu..

..beli lahhh,ok? =) huhu..

the perfect day :D

i'm on my greatest cloud nine mood..huhu..well, let me start from the beginning of my fabulous day..yesterday,i woke up..got myself ready and whatsoever..after that, i'm off to KUMON to send my lil bro for his math tuition..while waiting, me and my mak long ate various food at the asam pedas cafe& restaurant..i ordered bihun kantonese and apple juice..those delectable food really does make my tummy happy..haha..plus, we ate roti bakar..yummy~ it gives me an absolute satisfaction..dah lama weih xmkn bihun kantonese..!!

well later on, we head our way to Mandarin Hotel, exactly beside KLCC..we placed up our bags in the exquisite hotel room and finally off to KLCC :D with my maklong..well, my dad and my lil bro have to go to my mum's office to fetch her up..

KLCC..well since before, i have a strong intention and desire to buy some books.. =) so,i strolled to the highest floor..and searched for sophie kinsella's novels at kinokuniya..eureka! i found it..there were loads of them!!how i wish i could own all of them..^sigh^ hurm.. so, i just chose 3 books that look appealing enough..frankly, i was in haste because i need to go back to the hotel before 6pm..so, i just paid up those books..but yeah..i think i'll definitely love each of them due to the fact that the author is Sophie Kinsella =) her hilarious novels would absolutely give me pleasure..

books that give me a beam of satisfaction :D

then, we're back to the hotel..perform asar and maghrib prayer..took a shower, got myself ready for dinner..later on, head our way to grandballroom for 'majlis makan malam seri pahlawan' cool huh??haha..patriotik gle aku..btw,it was a tremendous night..the food was scrumptious!and i can eat to my heart's content!wee~ it was a complete multiracial cuisine..combination of chinese,malay and indian food!haha..utterly delicious!btw, the main purpose of that dinner is to celebrate our devoted army that have sacrificed a lot in order to ensure that our independent country,Malaysia would continously maintains its tranquility and serenity! :D thank you dear soldiers..!! without you, we might not live in peace like we do now..

the ultimate dinner..

to put in a nutshell, i'm jubilant because i bought 3novels that i love and i ate variety of delicious food! weee~ :D gembira sehh..kenyang perut aku =)

~i am happy~

boring survey..

Who was the last male you talked to?
my lil bro..

Who is someone that can always make you laugh?
besties.. :D

What were you doing at 10am this morning?
breakfast at kpg..sdp =)

What were you doing an hour ago?
ate burger..

Do you plan on moving within the next year?
insyaAllah..

Are you wearing anything on your feet?
xperlu kott..

What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months?
study..study..study.. work harder ain! =)

Do you remember your dreams?
yup =)

What cell phone company do you use?
always nokia..

What color is your hair brush?
pink..

Do you watch the Super Bowl?
xminat rr..

What about World Cup?
nope..nt my interest laa

What is the last movie you watched?
madagascar 2..superb!looking forward for twilight..

What movie do you think everyone should watch?
err..dif ppl dif interest lah..but for me,the best movie evr wud b boys ovr flower..smbungan hana yori dango..perfect movie ever!seriously..5stars!!

What is your middle name?
mneda middle name laaa..first n last jerr..

What color is your mailbox?
silver..

Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home?
nope..

What brand is your computer printer?
HP laa..

How many cars can fit in your driveway?
6kot..

Who was your Kindergarden teacher?
cnt rmmbr..bt they're vry sporting and motherly =)

Are you taller than your mom?
nope..n will nvr be kot..gosh.. long way to go..

Do you have any bruises right now?
x kot..

Are you cold right now?
normal body temp laa..haha ;p

Do any of your close friends have kids?
semua blum kawen lg laa..hehe..klu ade kn..jemput aku!!! :D ehem3..

Do you know anyone who is pregnant
right now?
ye kot..

How many years older and younger than you are you willing to date?
2/3 years older.. =)

What brand are your favorite jeans you own?
xkisa laa..as long as it fits nicely enough..

What is the closest red object to you?
my comforter..

What is your favorite video game?
sims..bes gle weih!

Do you play games on your cell phone?
yeah..when i get bored..

Do you look more like your mom or dad?
more to dad..

Have you ever broken an pinata?
xpnh la..kt msia mneda org main pinata2 nih..haha

Do you have an iPod or Mp3 player?
mp4 ade rr..tp xgne laa..prefer hp..multifunctional..sng..

If someone doesnt like you its probably because:
ntahlaa..ppl ain't perfect..

Who was the last person in your bedroom?
my lil bro..main gme sponge bob..

What are your plans for this weekend?
haven't planned..

Have you ever crawled through a window?
xsure..pnh kot..

Do you lose your keys often?
yeah..during my high school..haha..

How many keys are on your keychain?
just two.

Do you sing in the shower?
sometimes..so do you ryte..;p

Do you always wear your seatbelt in the car?
yeah..only while drvg..

selamat hari raya aidil adha =)

ohh..i just love to see these kittens..they're sooo adorable..aren't they?? hehe...and hey, they're looking up decently at the camera..cheesy~ :D cute lil kittens..

btw, selamat hari raya aidil adha.. =) selamat men'slaughter those hale and hearty four feet animals with the name of almighty Allah ok..friends, hope that you guys have a splendid and blissful Eid ul-Adha.. :D :D

big bro ;p

specially written for my big bro who's currently studying in far far away land =)

salam~ hey,recently heard that you've been diagnosed with fluenza due to the cold weather..haha ;p kesian2..so,get well soon big bro..study smart and hard so that you can graduate soon enough..you'll be a great helper of abah..insyaAllah..btw, be a good cook and devour properly..haha..think wisely and be fussy in finding the right gf..seriously..last but not least,best wishes from your truly sarcastic adik..best of luck! =)

p/s ak nk hnbg harrods..plse3x!! :D

despair..

huargh!!aku geram.. =(
aku geram gila!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
felicitations mes amies..vous'ez tres bien!
mais, moi..??c'est tres mal!!
je deteste ma resultant..pourqoui??pourqoi??adoi..

tapi xpe,aku percaya semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya..
and aku sangat bersyukur..
aku telah mempelajari sesuatu daripada apa yang telah berlaku..
and i need to start changing..
berusaha!!!!
je voudrais tres bon resultants a l'avenir..

haha..

result TOEFL dah keluar!! ;p
raihan..harya..korang dpt berape??
wa3..korang memang hebat..congrats! kini, aku terasa sangat inferior dgn kalian semua..adess =(

fiasco!

What a total fiasco! ^sigh^
I’m way too late to submit my SAT form..

1)October- before I get my bloody low SAT results, I’ve already decided earlier to repeat.. I was in a complete dilemma..akak OSSP told me not to.. I was hypnotized..if I wanna retake on 6 Disember, I could still do it only through online application and credit card payment…however, the deadline was somehow early of Nov..and hey, final exam was just over! i don't even wanna think about SAT, at all!..I just wanna have fun like others did..hangout with classmates and all that..hoho..it was my bad..

2)November- holiday..holiday..holiday!! then, TOEFL..adess.. for me, it was extremely hard..so, I’ve again decided to retake my SAT..last week, went to INTEC..wanna finish up on my university’s admission forms..despite the fact that I was there, I didn’t even submitted it!..too busy filling up those university forms..silly me! Adess..

3)Disember- yesterday, shasha went to INTEC..so, I asked for his help..thanks shasha..psst..hehe..actually,he almost crashed my car from the front..haha..(slh ko r sha2..bkn ak..)..haha..but then, hopeless..mr suhaime has just gone to Kuala Lumpur to submit all of the SAT forms..few hours late.. I guess..and now to my dismay..

My one and only option is to submit it at Menara Tun Razak, Jln Bukit Bintang..which is in the middle of hectic Kuala Lumpur!!
Ok now, incredulously I’ve decided to submit it by myself! I’m going to face the challenge..drive there surreptitiously..sshhh..my parents hardly would believe this..keh3..actually, I don't wanna be a burden..(baik x??hahaha ;p) so, i asked Sya to come along and accompany me..thanks! without you i might be totally lost out of nowhere!haha.. frankly, i,myself was anxious...afraid..terrified..everything!!adess..and the fees for SAT now has increased!rm302..adoi..it would worth every penny..thanks to MARA...!! :D

haha..so-so driver.. freak..

1030am..I went to setiawgsa lrt..picked her up..then off to menara tun razak..lost..after 1hour surrounding Kuala Lumpur..suddenly our path brought us back to the same lrt station again..fiasco! so, now i've decided to try on a different road..different way..different path..and voila..yes,i did it!saw that tall building exactly on my right..but don't even have any idea on how to enter..again..just go straight and got lost again..i hardly could slow down the car...people would horn at me like i'm some kind of a jerk..the concept is to turn, turn around..reached the same place again and finally..I've decided to park at the shell petrol station..

all the mamak shell help me to park the car..haha..thanks! so, i'm off to Menara Tun Razak..oblivious to my surroundings, i simply stepped on those wet concrete out of the blue! wet concrete ok! adoi..(mcm msuk tanah jerlus tau x??nasib baik kaki ak xbeku..adess) how awful was that..i even wore slipper..fiasco!

then..1230..we decided to continue our journey to times square..crazy..i parked my car badly..and we off to borders..sya wanna buy a book there.. and there's a great offer..buy 3books for 2..hoho.. :D

hodoh btul ak park..adoi..

few minutes later, we continue our way home..lost again.."honk!honk..!"all those cars kept horning at me..as if i'm a complete loser..I was totally mortified..but hey, can't you guys see my P sticker clearly enough??i'm just a beginner.. and i'm driving in the middle of hectic kuala lumpur..! I barely could see a car with sticker P here..and what pissed me off the most was the motorcyclist! he gazed at me through the windscreen and stared at me like i'm a culprit that deserve to be sentenced to life imprisonment..! adoi..fiasco!

nevertheless, i still survived and went back home safely without any accident..thank you Allah.. :D it was a great excursion! and i guess there's no need to dwell on it :D

me and sya in front of kpg warisan..huhu :D home~

so as a whole, i'm gonna retake my SAT this January..haha..cool~ :D

THE END

p/s..goodluck to adibah,syahir,harya,wahie,kales,dr, raihan,zafree,alia, ali dype,nani and others who will be taking either SAT1 or SAT2 this becoming 6Dis..best of luck, friends! :D

scandal??oh..its for real lah.. :D

owh..isn't that sweet??lovey-dovey drama!psst..they are in love..zafree and raihan,you guys are the hottest couple of atusa 15 :D haha..this is what we call the real scandal.. ;p